I promise this path finally leads to your happiness
This is your time. The universe has big plans for you but not just yet. This is a painful chapter, a time for growth and a time you will learn many lessons. Walking alone for a while is not a sign of weakness it is a sign of strength. You need this more than you will ever know.
Don’t compare yourself with others, your time will come. I know it feels unfair right now, you just want what they have, you’re not a bad person and you’ve spent your life working hard. Take a big breathe and keep going. Don’t pity yourself, don’t regret your past and don’t dwell on the future. Be present in the moment and use every day to get a step closer to your dreams.
Now is the time to learn how to love you. Up until now you have chosen the wrong relationships and friendships because you don’t think you deserve more. You have been settling for less that you deserve because you have been trying to keep up and you have been criticising yourself because you have never felt good enough.
It is time to let go. It is time to let go of the bitter words, the emotional stress and the abuse you have received from the toxic people you have surrounded yourself with in the past. They are gone now and you are safe now. You are free to move on, be your true self and find your true passion in life.
It is time to invest in yourself. I mean fully fucking love yourself, no matter what it takes. Yes you will feel incredibly lonely, yes you will cry tears of desperation for more and yes you will get frustrated because you want it all now. Remember sweet girl, the universe is not doing this to spite you it is doing this because if you can’t love yourself, how do you expect anyone else to?
It is time to be grateful. Be grateful for this chapter. You will grow, blossom and learn to love quicker than you ever have before. For every step back you take through hating yourself right now, you will take two steps forward discovering the real you. You will learn to stand on your own two feet, you will break through the barriers that have always imprisoned you and the dark clouds will lift.
It is time to realise your worth. Step up, set your standards and thrive to exceed them. There will be no settling this time around. You know how that ends and you have learned the hard way. This is your time to find what makes you happy. I’m not talking about what everyone else thinks will make you happy, I mean what makes YOU happy.
For when you are ready to move on, you will breathe a sigh of relief and you will know that it is your time. Everything you have ever dreamed of will slot into place and your anxiety and impatience will be a distant memory. You will forever look back at this chapter with gratitude and joy that you will never be here again.
You will learn to love yourself so that you can love those around you, you will know how to care for yourself so that you can care for those around you and you will know how to be alone but not lonely so that you won’t have to rely on anyone but yourself. Embrace your loneliness and reinvent yourself. I promise this path finally leads to your happiness.